Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Competition Training – A post-competition perspective


For a little more than three months there, I was hating life. I know, it’s total hyperbole. But it was a struggle and towards the end there, anxiety had replaced all the fun that I normally get out of training.

Early Registration

I registered for the IBJJF Open early for two reasons:  1) to qualify for the early registration discount and 2) to ensure that I wouldn’t chicken out. As I’ve mentioned copious times in previous posts, I hate competition so laying a sizeable amount of cash down that my boss… er, wife, doesn’t want me spending is insurance that I’ll follow through on the deposit. The other thing that early registration did for me was allow me the time to train with intention and cut weight in the healthiest way possible.

Weight Management

So the last time I competed, I did as high school wrestlers do and hyper-hydrated myself the week leading up to weigh-in, ate vegan and cut out carbs completely – and then starving those last two days, peeing and spitting out whatever was left in me. It wasn’t like I was eating totally normal the week prior, but I definitely changed it up that last week. The last 12-15 pounds came off in that last week. As anyone who’s done this can tell you, it’s no fun. And while I didn’t feel totally weak like some did, I wasn’t in good shape – strength-wise. This time around, I switched things up and adopted intermittent fasting. I know that some folks are fierce with this – going full days without eating and really regulating their intake of protein and carbs to gain muscle. For me, my goal was to burn fat, lose weight and preserve both energy and muscle. I cut myself off at 8pm on the nights I didn’t train and on the nights that I did, I would try and eat before 9pm. I wouldn’t eat again until 12 or 1pm the next day with only a cup of coffee and some almond milk in the morning. The first week was really rough, I must admit. Mornings weren’t so bad but I tend to graze after dinner, munching on anything from nuts to ice cream. So that was a tough habit to wean myself off of. In the first two weeks, I saw about five pounds come off. That was encouraging. Given that I had three months to prepare, this was a sign that I could manage a steady weight loss without sacrificing energy and better yet, train in the shape that I’d eventually be in for my match. I enjoyed a summer vacation, several date nights and a few summer backyard barbecues without feeling like a total party pooper. I pretty much ate like normal with a few exceptions (I refrained from breakfast, limited my alcohol intake and ate hot dogs and burgers without the bun). The last week before competition, I was extremely careful since the scale at the gym and my scale at home never agreed (who knew what the competition scale would say?). I kept my lunches limited to muesli and berries or vegan protein shakes and my dinners consisted of eggs and beans and carb-free. There was a lot of water and zero alcohol. When I weighed in, I came in at 176 with gi. This meant that all in all, I had lost 17 pounds in three months.

Cross Training

Unlike the last go around, I mixed it up because not everyone is Marcelo Garcia (I’m a lot closer to Jerry Garcia). I ran a lot more than I’m accustomed to. I would accompany my wife every week or so to her gym and hop on the treadmill for a mile or two and then work a circuit that included a variety of movement exercises such as rowing, medicine ball slams, punching bag, heavy ropes and box jumps. I also supplemented with some moderate weight-lifting. The result was that through the entire process, I felt strong and energetic – and this powered me through my work on the mats. And while I would eventually lose my match, my increased cardio allowed me to keep the pressure on while I attempted to pass my opponent’s guard – something I could not do a year ago.

Drills and Rolls

The first two months of training after registration were the best. I was incredibly focused and everything was filled with intention – especially drilling. I rediscovered details I had forgotten. In my rolling, I worked from and within sucky positions – which actually isn’t that tough since I often find myself on bottom. As weeks passed and game day got closer, I steadily increased the rigor and frequency of my rolls. I made a pact with my coach and a heavyweight wrestler to roll with them every single class and I kept to that, even when the energy and will left my body. I stayed for extra sessions and attended open mats, sneaking in additional rolls each week to get my body acclimated to the movements – so that I could respond, in the moment, come the day of the match. In the week leading up to the competition, I was present three days in a row, keeping my foot on the gas pedal, but neither accelerating nor coasting. The last thing I wanted to do was injure myself.

Hindsight is 20/20

So what would I do different – knowing that I would tap out to a rear-naked-choke in the last minute of the round? Outside of how I rolled in the weeks leading up, nothing. I was proud of how I trained and if there’s a true success to be celebrated, it was that I had become a stronger version of myself. I didn’t abuse my body and put in the work that I challenged myself to do. That said, there are many areas of improvement. With regards to training, though, it’s really about the way I rolled at the gym. Like my coach often reminds me, I’m too comfortable on the bottom. And while that might work at the gym, it doesn’t play out too well on the competition floor when my opponent is going 100%. Yes, work from the bottom and bad positions, but I should not be content with staying there when the clock runs out. If I haven’t escaped, re-established guard or obtained top position, it is a loss. My game will not change until I can nail that on the regular. And there it is – my tasks for the next months and year of training.


Oss.

Sunday, September 10, 2017

A Work in Progress: Reflecting on IBJJF DC Open Performance

Losing is never fun. But as far as losses go, this one was the easiest one to accept. I trained hard, I ate right and on the day of, I played my game to the best of my ability. And while my opponent's jiu jitsu bested mine, I succeeded in not defeating myself mentally which had previously been my downfall and something I came seriously close to in the weeks leading up to this match.


Yes, it is true what they say. You learn from your losses. Of course you do. I reviewed my match on my phone while waiting for my participation medal (because I received a bye, despite my loss, I would be given a bronze). I saw that I had a lot of distance to close if I wanted to go for a takedown and didn't know how to narrow that gap. I saw that despite a lot of switching back and forth, I couldn't make the toreando pass stick. I grimaced when I saw the opportunity to re-establish guard was wasted because I was married to half guard (my crutch). And I learned the hard way what happens when you try to turtle up but still can't prevent your opponent from taking your back. It's a lot to absorb and a lot to work on. And that's a tremendous takeaway that will focus my training for the next couple of years.

But I walked away from this experience with my head held a little higher than previous losses because I had grown from my previous self. Here I was, just days shy of 40, competing in jiu jitsu's major league - perhaps the last time I'd compete (I loathe competition and the work and anxiety that goes into it). When I walked into the pen to weigh in, I readily introduced myself to my opponent and made fast friends (we have connected on social media now and have discussed plans to drop in at his gym in the future). There was no effort to get into his head or disarm the situation, just authentic acknowledgement that we were both adults looking to put our skills to the test. When my weight checked in five pounds under the max for my division, I felt like a champ. I had done it right this time around. No spitting and dehydrating in the last couple of days. I started months earlier, adopting intermittent fasting while keeping a consistent training schedule. My energy was steady and I gained, instead of lost, muscle. On the mats, I drilled and rolled with more intention, increasing my time on the mats with each week and making sure to roll with the strongest, fastest and heaviest people on my team. I worked from the bottom and sought to stay on top when I could. And while I came up short, the effort I put in made my jiu jitsu better and I am a stronger, healthier person for it.

But the biggest reason I felt like a champ was that I had a whole crew in my corner. As I walked from the scales to the mat I was assigned, all these hands reached out over the barricade. First there were the small hands of my son (who also trains with me) and then my coach's sons. I adore them and it was apparent that they loved me, too. Then there was my wife who loathes these events (if nothing else because they smell like jockstrap). But there she was, ringside. Surrounding them were half a dozen of my teammates - friends - and my Coach, my Mitch agi, my bruh. They all had my back. And when I lost and walked off the mats, their faces reflected my disappointment. They felt what I felt, the way family does when life deals you a sucky hand.

Don't get my wrong. I felt defeated - fully - in my heart and gut.  I wanted to go the distance and instead I tapped. I really wanted to have my hand raised in victory. I would trade in a medal for that privilege any day and feel dirty accepting something I didn't earn. But this time around, it was easier to accept and put into perspective. We can't all be victorious. In every match, there's always a loser. Throughout the rest of the day, I saw several other teammates lose. I also saw many of us win. And some won several matches and still walked away empty-handed. At the end of the day, you have to accept whatever happens on the mats because they don't lie. But on the flipside, you need to define what constitutes success for yourself. For some, it's a gold medal. For some, it might just be stepping on the mats. For others, it might be expectations from their coach or community hoisted upon them. For me? I just wanted to prove that I was a better grappler than I was the last go around and I think I can safely say I achieved that. And this is why I have come to understand why some folks compete regularly. I always assumed that they must be medal chasers or just enjoy fighting. But now I think that a good number of them are like me - out there testing their skills and techniques against other trained strangers to assess their continuing growth, seeing how much progress they are making towards their full potential - the way children constantly yearn for more knowledge and abilities.


So now it's time to hit the mats and get at those areas of improvement. With increased zeal, I want to get at more takedown drills, guard passes, weaning myself off of half guard dependency, strengthening my escapes and protecting my back. Like Shawshank, it's time to get busy livin' or get busy dyin'.


Oss.